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suck my dick [ Jan1608 ♥ 8:41pm ] [ mood | annoyed ] im here at my room and ana was beinga litto dick. ima kick her monkey butt. well jounral thats all i gotta say! peace nagger ELMO !!

argh!!! [ Oct1107 ♥ 7:24pm ] [ mood | aggravated ] hello jounrla, havent been here in the longest time. Everything is going so fucken wronggg... like shiiiiittt. ok its junior year and i promised myself that since its junuior year im giong to do awsome so colleges can look at my grades and whatever but damn i started off good and now at the end of the 9 weeks i ahve horrible grades. for art a B and for health care and prevention a B or C. For ummmm math i haev actually managed a C pretty surprising cuz i hate math and i suck at it. For english i have an F like a .61! i swear to god i have never ever worked so fucken hard for an F.like i try and i do so much work for a fucken F ! im gonna burst! for 5th period i have a D... but that shit better go up since the teacher is a fucken retarded hairhead.. i was missing LOTS of classworks and i went to find out that all those assignments i did do them just they werent graded and into my folder. that fucken 'tard! whatever and for 6th period chemistry i have also managed a C. its nt all that great. : / i guess next nine weeks im going to do better. it just takes time to get accustomed to my teaCHERS and to their own teaching methods (english teacher) whatever anyways yeah thsoe are my grades. now im never gettinga car!!! *cries* my parents told me that if i get good grades and show more responsibility that they will for sure by me the car. and so far i have shown nothing! As for me i have also been so stressed out cuz of work,school, friends! i dont seem to have a balance and sometimes work is to much takes up so much of my time! specially the time i should be with my friends. But i really dont want to quit it cuz i dont want to not have money! :/ i hate the feeling of being broke now that i know what its like to have money. And sure, i know im going to be working my hole life i jsut dont want to ask my parents for money all the time. Even though sure we are growing up fast and we must take advantage that our parents are paying everything but i dont know i dont like it. And i want some time off work but they dont give you time off. I swear im giving my two weeks notice. i really cant take it anymore im going to go ballistic. my freinds dont even work there anymroe. like ana, and edwin and all the people i started with haev been gone!!!! and im the only idiot that stayed there. whatever i guess not for long. i think that if i quit i can have mroe time for my friends and for school. cuz i barely do homework and study on the weekends and that affecting my grades! fuck man. ok now about my health. This sucks asssssss! everyone asks me why i dont do crosscountry why im not in it and all that bullshit. well its cuz i have anemia. Anemia is when you dont eat properly and your not geting nutrients iny our body, specially iron, and then you red blood cells go retarded, the main purpose of your blood cells are to carry out oxygen to the heart and organs. SO then my blood cells dont carry my oxygen well, making it hard for me to breath, making my heart work 2 times harder... anemia mostly causes you to be tired after everything. And i have noticed that going up the school stairs now is the biggest mission ever! I feel so exhausted afterwards! but whatever i guess its what i get for eating poorly. SO yeah seeming that in running you need to have good breathing technique and resistant, i have neither cuz of anemia! i know sucks but yeah.... everything is just so stupid. i seriously need to get my act together and start doing things right! :[ well sory i only write on depressing events! but its the onyl thing worth talking about... but on the happy side on saturday im going to be rooollliinngg.... of the cliff! duhhh. :] ELMO !!

hey! [ Jun2407 ♥ 2:04am ] [ mood | cheerful ] well ife has been whatever. omg ive been working so much. practically selling my soul to the devil itself. :/ whatever i got money and i dont gotta live off my parents... until i quit atleast. lol. well yeah hopefully soon ill do something fun. :] and i need to find mr.right! :[ hopefully soon well journal ill keep you updated in everything! peace out niggie! ELMO !!

yo yo yo [ Jun2007 ♥ 9:29pm ] [ mood | happy ] hello jourbal. damn i havent written in 38 weeks. i guess i have no time anymore. well everything has been whatever. since i last wrote... i dont care about carlo... lol thats waaayy old news... and i went out with santos. i am not anymore.. we broke up. because of stupid reasons. idc im a decent looking girl and i can get another guy. besides he aint all that in a bag of chips. also i have been doing mariuana alot... like alot alot like everyday alot. and its stupid because i know its bad for me but when people ask me to do it with them i cant refuse. its just awsome. and i have a job at cobb theaters where i have met many cool people. and yeah its really cool.i also got a haircut. i had my hair really long and now i have it extremely short. o0oh yeah i have also been smoking cigarettes ALOT. yesturday i smoked purple (weed). and it was good. whatrver i feel stupid because i know its going to mess me up in crosscountry. i gota stop. wlel ill write more later it feels cool to write here again. today i hung out with ajcky and ana after not hanging out with them in a lnog time because my job takes away my life. ELMO !!

uugghh!!! [ Sep2306 ♥ 11:42am ] [ mood | stressed ] hey journal. omfg life has been so stressing lately.. i have so many things on me right now. to much weight on my shoulders i feel like im about to colapse. Nothings going right and its killing me.. one of the things is the freakin pressure to do good in corsscountry adn be the good runner i used to be.. i havent practiced in the longest but im getting there i guess. Also stress that i dont know if ill make it to tampa and if i do good on tuesday (next meet) and omg everything is ganging up on me and its so stressing im about to cry. sounds emotional or whatever but its true and super hard to deal with. Its not easy also that i might go to private school cuz of my grades and crap... my grades arent that good either. i have two bad grades on my progress report which is horrible cuz of those grades i may go to private school. the rpessure of doing everything right and even following my sisters footsteps. and ugghh its so annoying. everything is getting to me so quickly i cant handle it, its driving me crazy..! dont know what to do but i know this isnt good for me. gotta do what i can so i wont be so stressed. i dont know lately everything has been annoying and stressing me lately. and its annoying cuz i dont know why this is happening to me. im normally a happy stress-free person but i guess everything is going so stupid. i wish i had a physcologist that would be awsome. my only remedy is music right now. my best friend i cant call cuz its late and the toher one is prolly sleeping. so i guess online journal is the only thing i can take. okay everything came out right now i got the right song.. crawling from linkin park really takes it out of you. (sigh) EVERYTHING IS DRIVING ME CRAZY! and boys suck. well today i had a good day kept my mind off of everything going on.i went to the pool with the pal kharina and we met jorgie and some other kids there and it was fun. jorgie ordered pizza and then gave us a ride home. super fun today. we went to kahrinas house and watched wedding crashers which was halarious!!! i was laughing the hole time. then i got home and got back to real stressing life. whatever. well journal got nothing else to say. bye love you. -Andrea ELMO !!

long long sigh! [ Aug1806 ♥ 9:49am ] [ mood | crushed ] hi journal. well life as i speak isnt all that great. my boyfriend kick me to the curve yesturday. it was horrible... the worse feeling ever. whatever he dumped me cuz of some cracker incident and i guess cuz he was bored of me and shit. He said that i wouldnt wanna be with him. i did!! trust me. like i really like/ed him and i woulda wanna be with him. but hes always with his friends dont get me wrong he can be with his friends i dont care but i would get shy and nervous to approach him when hes with them. i dont know why. i just get nervous. like i know i can be myself around him but i dont know i just dont approach people very well. and i get nervous. aparently he didnt understand that. and i did wanna be with him but whatever he didnt think so. If he would have told me things that i do that bothered him before he broke up with me then i could have made the effort to change maybe a little. but he didnt even tell me anything. everything is like WTF.. unfortunately i have to tell people because everyday of my fucken life people ask me how things with carlo are and whatever. and everyone thinks like WTF is wrong with him, he cares what people think and shit and i dont know. whatever if he told me when he was with me that the cracker thing bothered him then i woulda stopped. And before that when he was leaving i was like no stay and he pushed my hand away.. you fucken expect me to go chase after him and be with his friedns when he did that... HELL FUCK NO! im not gonna chase him and be on his dick. after he pulled that little move on me. no way! whatever. like i do miss him and i would talk to him as friends. even thoguh its not what i want , but i guess life isnt fair. whatever khairna told me now that might be talking to some toher girl. dman he got over me quick as fuck. lol. i think i should too. but whatever. i ahve more to write but i just dont feel like it..... well bye virtual journal. love you! Andrea ( 1 ) ♥ ELMO !!

heeeyyy damn havent written in the longest! [ Jul706 ♥ 12:29pm ] [ mood | happy ] well yeah hey journal. just felt like writting right now. my sumemr has been pretty good so far. i have been happy. cant complain! even though im un summer school. i meet alot of cool new people including my boyfriend! =) his name is carlo. and yeah hes awsome. i like him lots. well yeah in the sumer i havent done anything that exciting but it hasnt been boring. on saturday im going to rapids water park! well hopefully with justine kharina irene and willy. its willys b-day so he invited us! yey cant wait. well i gotta go jack a bathing suit cuz i dont have any pretty ones. hoefully its fun! well yeh and just here home chillen. so far im happy im passing the math class for summer school with a C. My faher says that if i get an A that he will send me to nicaragua and give me my cellphone back. yey! but im never gonna get an A in fucken algebra. never not even in my dreams! well yeah all i gotta do is pass my class to get my celly back. which i am passing it right now. well yeah thats pretty much it for now. love ya journal.! Andrea P.S Andrea and Carlo 7-2-06 <3 ( 1 ) ♥ ELMO !!

Hey journal!! [ Feb2806 ♥ 9:10am ] [ mood | content ] hey journal long time no talk. well some many things have happen. im going out with franklin again and its cool its been umm.. 2 weeks or something. dont know. also jenny got in a fightr with marcela (stupid bitch) im so happy. someone defenitely needed to kick her ass. In the beginning of the year she pushed me and i was gonna fucking kill her but the security guard were right infront of me so it would have been a waste of time, so i bitched her out really loud. i fucking hate that bitch bro. grrrr... well since i have written i have improved my grades now im only failing one class and thats it. yey! =D its still not good that im failing but its better than 4 Fs. well my life is pretty good now and im enjoying it. Franklin makes me happy and i make him happy and were all happy. My home life is still a fucking mess though, still lots of family fights, mostly with me. But where improving, little by little. I still miss kharina, lunch is way quieter now. lol and mostly i miss my best friend frankie. Damn we have drifted so apart i dont even know whats going on. I think im closer with Maibel than her, and i havent talked to Maibel in like ages. Atleast i know shes ok. Man i have als gotten close to jenny and shes super duper cool. shes ALWAYS making me laugh. she makes me wanna hump a pole. (random) whatever. Hopefully me and my CPBA people can reunite and chat again. man i really miss frankie alot. =/ seems so long ago when me and her were inseperatable and with jacky. Seems so long ago when we took those pics on my myspace with face painting allover. I really miss her, but she has her other friends and im not just gonna be there so whatever. Hopefully i talk to her. i also miss her mom. =/ Me and jacky are the bestest of friends. i love her to death i think shes my angel, shes a best friend that just cares about you so much. i love her to death and as days go by me nad her become best of friends. I consider her my sister, my support group, one of my everythings. shes fucking awsome!! well journal thats all going on with life right now!! oh yeah i was talking to this kid ALvaro and hes like "are you cheiffing me?" and i dont know what the heck that means i have been trying to figure it out. It also concerns me that now hes fucking street racing! I knew he was gona start sneaking out more since the first time he did it to see me. But now hes doing stupid shit. hes a dumbass hes gonna get introuble. i dont want him to get hurt either, i still care about him and stuff. whatever ima bitch him out about that later. OH yeah i forgot one more thing. My parents took away my cellphone!! omg i dont think anyone knows how much apin i suffered. My cellphone is my life,my baby, my everything! im so attached to it its not even funny. I freakin criend an ocean when they took it away. i een made a depressing voice message. But if i improve in math they will give it to me on tuesday!! yey. =D cant wait! well thats it for now. love ya journal. yours truely and always, *Andrea* *<=0)8 ii Love my twinkie!! ELMO !!

grrrrrr... [ Feb806 ♥ 6:21am ] [ mood | stressed ] Man life is so fucking stressing... like wow dude! OMG and yet i have so many years to live. unless like i die or something. well yeah being home sometimes is a waste of my fucking energy and life. Being home is like being miserable. Damn im getting so sick of it! Man my family i retarded. The family fights continue and continue its like an everyday thing now! All my family does is fight and fight and omg im gonna go physco. whatever those are familie issues right now. In school stuff i miss kharina already, its not the same and whatever. But she lives close to me which is a big plus! =) im happy about that. we are close and stuff. soo yeah... now jenny is saynig that she wants to move to Coral Park because kharina is over there. lol to tell you the truth i wanna move to, cuz kharina says theres ALOT of hot guys and stuff. lol And theres mickey Ds. Well that would suck if jenny leaves cuz man what the freak everyone is leaving!! I hope frankie doesnt go to private school cuz if not ima faint! lol i will cry and die. Now about the boys.. i finally know the kids name (eye contact)... his name is Pablo..LMFAO omg when i found out his name i was like WTF!!! lmao i dont like that name. its so retarded!!! lmao. i dont like it!!!grr.. hes to HOT to have that name. lolwhat the hell is up with the name pablo dude. lol is the world going mad?!?!?!?! well whatever. lol And in other news Franklin asked me out again and i said no. lol buahahaha. and well ummm... he begged and said please like literally 40 times. And hes like "i've never never begged for a girl please" and im like NO. lol BUAHAHAHA i love it. lol ill make him beg a little more and then maybe ill think about it. lol =D well umm.. yeha thats it. oh yeah school wise im doing absolutely horrific! LMFAO i have a B 2 Cs 1 D and 2 Fs. omg i have never gotten Fs in my entire life of living (well atleast in my report card) well this is just a progress report. well yeah and im dying my bangs and roots in red (natural red) and im happy. oh umm... yeha me and frankie are prolly gonna watch the pink panther this weekend and we are going to go in pink and in pj's!! lol HOW AWSOME!! its gonna be me and her... cuz other homies are going to aimee's 15s! i dont knwo her so whatever. lol well gotta go journal. love you!! *Andrea* ( 2 ) ♥ ELMO !!

none. [ Feb306 ♥ 11:27am ] [ mood | happy ] wassup my niggies and niggas!! lol yeha im that bored well yeah today was an intresting day. nothing really intresting happen but whatever. Im just relly bored and brb im get a hershey sundea pie to eat.. yummy.=P Back. well yeah im really excited for some things. like one gina's quinces. Its gonna be awsome!! i can tell. i wonder if the girls dancing have to wear the dress the hole time.. or if we take it off and then put our own dresses? oh wellz ill ask her later. And yeah other thing im excited about is that im going to the mall tomorrow. after beig fucking grounde dmy hole life and shit. =P whooppeeee i hope to see my peoples there. Carla caraicoa something like that wanted to meet me there and stuff... i guess we are getting close. well i got nothing to and im talking on the hpone right now ill ttyl laters!!!! *Andrea* ( 1 ) ♥ ELMO !!

IM DYING MY HAIR PINK!!!! [ Feb206 ♥ 7:11am ] [ mood | lmao the face just looks funny ] Hey ummm.. journal. lol chesus!!! well ummm... theres lots of crap going on. Kharina left Braddock =/ to go to Coral Park and it sucks cuz it wont be the same. She still lives really close from me which is the good part. =D But i still didnt want her to go. Well yeha everyone is missing her and everything. if your reading this then you shuld have stayed!! U SUCK. well yeah also franklin broke up with me and i feel stupid.. i dont even feel that bad i feel stupid cuz jacky and kharina told me not to and i shouldnt give him another chance. But i didnt listen, so yeha i feel stupid. I ended up feeling stupid... well sure im sad and everything. Now its gonna be weird cuz i was never his friend i was always either going out with him or i was either talking to him as like more than friends. Its gonna be akward. All i know that if he comes back to me ima say no. i dont care if he cries or cuts his veins open and shit... foreal cuz we already broke up like 4 times and shit and im tired of that shit. Liek damn foreal. He tells me he still likes me and stuff but i dont care if he tells me hes gonna committ suicide for me or anything ima say no that was his last chace. like serious. well maybe if ill cut him so slack if hes like gonna slit his wrist. lol i dont think he will for me. lol but just saying. He told me what hes geting kharina for valentines! its adorable. i wonder if he says that to make me jealous or something... cuz its fucked up like right after you break up with someone to be talking about the girl he likes. whatever i dont care anymore. Im still sad but i mostly feel stupid for not listening to Jacky and kharina. THEY WERE SO RIGHT!!! and im nbot gonna give him another chance. well omg that guy i make eye contact with hes so FUCKING FINE!!!!! like OMG he makes you wanna have an orgasm and shit. im actaulyl serious. And when we make eye contact my nipples get hard and shit. lol j.k but i get the shivers. HE FINE!! Oh on other news i haev been talking to emmy alot and damn i miss him soooooo much. like its crazy. Lucky kharina shes going to probably see him alot! I think i might have a tiny weenie crush on him... but ill be over it. lol Oh umm.. theres this kid Roger and i dont know but hes scaring me so much like man he goes on my bus, he tracked down my myspace. (dont knwo how the fuck he did) also i see him everywhere i go. im starting to get scared of him. I SWEAR ima put a restraining order on him. And hes freakin the first one to i-m me when i sign on like my buddy list hasnt even loaded and he already i-ms me. Its fucking freaky.Man i really need someone to prove me wrong about all guys. whatever. two heart breaks is enough. so whatever. Oh yeah on more important new im dying my hair pink!!!! omg im super happy. well im not dying my hole hair only my bangs. right now i haev the spray on but ima permantely dye it. lol whoop whoop. And i haev my period right now and it sucks so yesturday when he broke up with me i was like sentimental and shit. lmao but mostly mad. well yeah when my peiod goes away i am going to wear my brazilians as much as possible. lol cuz he doesnt like my pink hair and he doesnt like it when i wear tight pants. TO BAD FOR HIM!! cuz i wanna wear my tight pants. lol well there's nothing to say and im kinda bored so ima be on aim. Biie beautiful journal... <3 Andrea ( 1 ) ♥ ELMO !!

no subject... [ Jan2706 ♥ 11:48am ] [ mood | blank ] Ummm hey peoples. Man im kinda happy but blanked out too. I cant fucking think cuz of my sister and her boyfriend making out... you can hear the noise and the smack of their lips!! Disgusting its maknig me sick. Whatever today was a weird ass day. I was mad the hole day and i was like grrrr... the hole day cuz not only was a wearing my uncomfortable ROTC gay uniform but i dont know i was just in a bad mood. And for some reason i wanted ot be alone... that was kinda impossible. well i saw franklin at lunch and i ignored him and i just would get mad when i would see him.. dont know why. oh well now im single (agian) lol. we broke up again lol i just didnt wanna have a boyfriend cuz i wanna be free and whatever and he felt the same way. He told me he still likes me though he just dont want a girlfriend. whatever i dont care about that right now... im single and happy. damn too bad now i dont got a valentines.. oh yeha i do got one some junior names roger. He's cute but hes not a real valentines. Whatever. If franklin ever asks me out again im gonna say no cuz when we go out it only lasts a week lmao and then we brake up with eachother.lol its so retarded... so whats the point of having a boyfriend if its gonna be for a week and then on and of. WTF is that shit about. Well afterschool was when we broke up and yeah... then i went to Kharina's house and had fun there we went walking around and thenw e ordered pizza and watched saw and wild n out! it was a cool day. i guess.. kinda akward. well its also gonna be akward when i see franklin around cuz its gonna be like uhh... hi! lol whatever. oh tomorrow saturday im going to jackys house. well first ima get my dress fitted for Gina's 15s! im one of the dancers and im happy!! whooop whoop its ognna be so much fun. and then ima go to jackys house cuz i havent seen her and JESSICA for the longest time ever!! OMG i miss JESSICA sooooooo much! its not even funny. we need to be beaning together. we are like 2 beans in a pod. lol i love her to death even though i've done pretty fucked up thingz to her. she still loves me too. Damn kharina's cat gave me the sniffles now my eyes are red and puffy and my nose is runny. grrr im kinda pissed i HATE when that happens. well talk to you later journal. damn i love writting my feelings down. it feels great!! LOVE YOU JOURNAL!! *Andrea* damn my sisters boyfriend is fucking annoying!! GrRrRrR... ( 1 ) ♥ ELMO !!

fuck life!! [ Jan2606 ♥ 9:52am ] [ mood | aggravated ] Damn my life has been so retarded!! whoa. its like shocking. people talking shit, me and my parents fighting everyday. Only thing keeping me alive is my BEST FRIEND EVER JACKY. Bro when is life gonna quit on me? seems like a long as way to go. Damn i havent been enjoying nothing in life. Life is sucking so bad right now tis not even funny. Theres nothing to look foward to!! Just my best friend jacky and franklin.Thats petty much it oh and you cant forget about eating. well yeah people are talking shit, i don really care about them cuz im living life my way, and they are waistig there breath talking shit when i dont give a flying fuck. This fucking gay wigger Alvaro is causing problems now... i dont like him anymore anyways, i got someone else thats making me happy. And i dont care anymore if he can scam or not... he makes me smile and makes me laugh all the time. Well yeah theres nothing to say but damn the only person to trust is jacky. i love her to death and shes the best friend that you can ever have!!! HATE SHIT TALKERS!!! much love journal, *Andrea* ELMO !!

omg yes!!!!! [ Jan1506 ♥ 11:25am ] [ mood | happy ] Hey peoples..!!! OMG IM SO HAPPY!! well yeah my weekend has been so fucking retarded... i hate it... damn im sick with a cold and i have bugerlitis everywhere and its pissing me off!! Whatever well yeah im grounded to and i have been doing NOTHING!!! which is also a bummer... =/ this hole fucking weekend i have been sitting here in my computer watching t.v and eating!!! what the hell is that...im fucking getting fat and shit. whatever. Damn i re read the journal under and it scares me lol. thinking i was doing that stuff. whatever thats how i felt and i guess the scars are what are going to remind me that the past was true. well yeha nothing exciting has happened in my life...! well umm... i like franklin now that i thought of it. Like i dont know its weird. i guess i like the challenge... and its gonna be a challenge and i like that. =) well ima see what i can do. I REALLY hope kharina goes with me and franklin to that 15's he invited me to go with him. i really want her to go so she can be with me. cuz franklin doesnt like to damn i LOVE to dance. and also i dont know anyone there except franklin and hes probably gonig to be with his friends and ima be there with him, wanting to dance and stuff. I HOPE KHARINA GOES!!Well yey on tuesday i go back to CSI (sarcasticly speaking). and whatever... wel yeah theres nothing to do. Man i wanna smoke a new port.. menthol one. I liked it alot. =P i dont know why. it was good. well on early release ima go to Ana's house and we are gonna smoke weed. She has the hook ups and she's gonna get it and we are going to smoke it in a park in sweetwater. lol cant wait. It will be my frist weed thingy. kool cant wait. we already planned it and everything. Its gonna be great!! =D well yeah thats why im probably happy. lol well im going to do it only once just to see how it feels. After im not gonna do it anymore cuz i dont wanan get addicted. well yeha journal thats pretty much all i gotta say. Damn i also feel lonely to cuz everyone has someone!! like Khari= eddy Gina= orly <-- there going to go out soon.. how cute!! diana = lazaro <-- there going to go out soon too. frankie, jenny, me = NO ONE!! lol =/ wel biie journal.=D LOVE YOU!! LLAMA... ANDREA ( 1 ) ♥ ELMO !!

Hiiiiiiiiii [ Jan1006 ♥ 7:23am ] [ mood | relieved ] ALL I GOTTA SAY IS THAT IM SINLGE AND READY TO MINGLE!!! whooooo... Franklin just broke up with me!! lol he i dumped him first and he dumped me last. lol well i kidna feel relieved cuz i did liek him but like at the smae time it was like. =/ whatever. im SINGLE!!! now i can get numbers at the mall. whooo-hoooo damn i dont know hwy im so happy!! =D well yeah go to the bottom thats wereit starts and now.. im kind ahappy... but sad about some other things. LOVE YA JOURNAL, Andrea ( 1 ) ♥ ELMO !!

sooo stressed... =' ( [ Jan1006 ♥ 4:42am ] [ mood | crying. ] OMG MAN!!! Fuck so much shit going on and i fucking hate it. Well everything has just been so... BLAH!! Man well let me start with my best friend frankie... i just miss her soooooo MUCH!!! i dont get to hang out with her anymore. We can barely have a conversation now. I NEVER EVER talk to her anymore. And shes the ONLY person besides jacky that i can talk to about things. And i miss her and then when im actually with her to talk to her about things then we are just there and then she goes away and goes with her other friends. Damn i miss her sooooo much... i can even explain. i have gone to the point of crying. The only thing i can do is sulk in my own room and get fat. Like im crying right now and i dont even know why. It just happens i guess im fucking stressed i hate this so much. The song My Imortal by evanescence reminds me of our used to be friendship. We would be inserperable like freakin peanut butter and jelly. Now its like freaking soup and icecream. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HOW MUCH I MISS HER!! i've also had problems at home and now its constant fighting in my house and it justs gets me mad im the cause of everything and i feel like i have beent he WORST DAUGHTER OF LIFE!! like my parents do everything for me and i dont do what they say and i just have been so bad and they just have been supporting me but i havent done anything for them. Damn man i fucking hate how my life is going. In skool stuff i have been failing myself and i dont where my fucking life is going and i have been just so stressed about everything... like eveyrhting is catching up to me and im gonna go crazy i need to talk to someone so badly... ='( my life has just been going so bad and everyhting is going wrong. I guess crying is the only way to make me feel better and cutting myself too. I dont do it alot in fact i haevnt done it in a long time. But i guess i could go back to it now since i have no one to talk to and no one to trust but jacky then theres no other way. Im not phsyco but when it gets down to it... nothing feels better. Frankie told me if i did she wouldnt talk to me, but nothing else makes me feel better cuz i cant talk to her anymore. i know other peopels lives are worse but i just cant take it anymore!!!!!!! But im not gonna do it alot it wont be obvious... Well in the boy situation i dont know... i dont like that muuch everything that is happening. Like whatev rim kidna happy but the only thing is that he still loves kharina and you knwo when your with someone you only like them or something and whatever all ver the place he ahs i love kharina. and what the hell is that... if he likes her then dont be with me. But when he told me he was like PLEASE dont break up with me please please please... and i waslike whatever. He literally said pelase like 20 times. He said dont dump me cuz i still like you alot but i dont know i haev liked kharina for a long time. And whatever tis stupid cuz it gets me like grr.. when i see i love kharina everywhere. Cuz its like WTF then why are you with me? well whatever i guess ill give it like another week and a half or something and if hes still like that then ill dump him cuz whats the point if hes thinking about another girl? well i love kharina and shes awsome... its not her fault shes a kick butt girl and shes pimps it everywhere. I still like this kid alvaro a little bit and you dont see me writting it all over the place. Cuz i bet if i did that and we were going out he would get pissed. He said that he would even get kinda grr.. if he saw me huging some other guy. whatever. i feel better now i guess i already got everything out. But it will still be nice to talk to someone. Cuz i can feel even better. Im still fucking sad though (not cuz franklin) cuz of other things. well i guess ill write laters. biie journal. ANDREA ( 2 ) ♥ ELMO !!

hello again. [ Jan806 ♥ 2:10am ] [ mood | bouncy ] hey homes... well yeah im super happy i noticed that everyone has someone. me = franklin gina = orly diana = lazaro Kharina = eddy well almost everyone. gina lieks orly and orly likes gina.. they make the cutest couple.. i love it. but shes kinda also confused with chris. well im happy either way.. but i think she shoudl go orly all the way. Diana and lazaro SOOO CUTE if they were together... omg it would do the cutest couple in the world. And me and franklin.. wel i dont know if we look cute but his personality is great and im happy. =D and kharina and eddy are super cute together to. lol everything is going good adn the people that have no one they will find someone... well yeah cant wait till valentines day. lol. well theres nothing else to say here and oh yeah i went to the mall with jacky and ana banana, it was super fun adn then we met up with jesse and jose campos adn his sis andit was fun too. i started singing "call me" by pretty ricky to some random hot guys anf then they were like "sure gimme your number". lol it was fun cuz i would sing it really bad. people also looked at me weird. btu whatever,i was having fun adn thats all that matters. i dont care what people say about me. they have nothing to do while im having fun making an idiot of myself. (which is fun) well i gues ill write laters. biie poeples. mucho amore ANDREA Andrea and Franklin 1-2-06 =D ( 2 ) ♥ ELMO !!

Hey homes.. [ Jan706 ♥ 6:16am ] [ mood | whatever ] well yeha im here at my house with kharina and we are having so much fun. Well yesturday we were beating eachother up to the MAX. and it was fun adn we were talking to Franklin and stuff. i like franklin more now. and im happy. =) i mean he always makes me laugh and stuff so its good. OMG me and kharina had so much fucking fun today in the morning we got up and then we rolled eahcother up in some taquitos (thick sheets, blankets) and tied eachother up and jumped out my window. It was sooo FUCKING HALARIOUS. People outside looked at us like we were retards. And whatever yesturday me and kharina were taking pictures and i was humping the tree and some guy in the car is like "QUE ES ESO!!!!!" lmao it was so funny and yeah. and now my dog is here and when he came inside he was smelling kharina and stuck his nose waaayy up her coutch/// LMAO it was halarious here face was like =O. and yeah well i havent talked to franklin since yesturday and i wanna talk to him. ell everything is good. but the only bad part is that i kinda still have a little crush on alvaro. but its just a crush. no never mind i thought about it but i do like him but just a little bit. well yeah im home and we are doing nothing. and im going to the mall today and its gona be whatever... not that fun though cuz maria isnt gonna go. well yeah theres nothing else to say. so peace out peoples, ANDREA ( 1 ) ♥ ELMO !!

heeelloooo 2006 [ Jan206 ♥ 8:51am ] [ mood | happy ] hhhhheeeeyyyyy. yeha im kinda bored. so yeah theres nothing to do in my house and it about to shoot myself. like literally... i was watching some show about a kid witha tumor on his face. OMG that was soooo fucking disgusting!!! =/ i felt like barfing. and now im watching some guy that weighs 750 POUNDS!!! Thats fucking crazyman thats like me times 50 or something. well yeha im going out with franklin again. so kid is talking shit Bryan and whatever hes fucking gay. well talk toy ou later journal. much love. ANDREA <3 P>S man i got CSI tomorrow!! ELMO !!

heeyyyyy [ Dec3105 ♥ 3:38am ] [ mood | curious ] Well yesturday was a good day. cuz todys already new years even though its 3 38 in the morning. well i went to jackys house and i had fun. It was an awsome say. As usual alvaro, emmanuel and franklin came over and we were having fun. And he at the end me and alvaro ended up scamming. It was really good. and i had fun. DAMN he scams good and also kisses your neck good. =P. well yeha emmanuel got mad at me cuz i scamed alvaro and whatever, i dont regret it, cuz it was good. I dont know cuz it was kinda rough, by freaking shoving his tounge down my throat, it was hot and sweet at the same time. whatever. I wonder how i did. lol well whatever emmanuel's not mad at me anymore... and im mad at this fucking guy. He stupid to think hes going to use gina and I again. grrr... how the fuck did i fall this guy man? I hate this... and i still do kinda like him. Whatever...the important thing is atleats i got to do something intresting before the year ended. Well yeah me and gina were talking cuz we were bored and yeah it was cool. I was talking to erick and alvaro on the phone...well i wasnt talking to alvaro only erick, and it was sooo akward cuz you know we just scammed and shit and like now we were in a fight not talking. lol damn and i needed to ask him questions. Oh wellz. Ouch my butt hurts from sitting so long. well theres nothing to do or say talk to you laters journal. much love, ANDREA ELMO !!

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